Sunday, March 2, 2008

i.m.o.~

After being lazy for a freakishly long time, it will be time to blah something in this neglected blog. Partly was lazy. Partly just plan doesn't know what to write. Well, there are actually a lot and heaps of things I wanted to write about. But do not know where to begin and how to begin writing. There are few attempts to write but taken back.

This post will be a post of my own opinion to answer the questions I read in other unlisted blogs of a friend. Well, a couple of friends of mine. This will be pretty lame because I do not know how to put it in letters and type them out. But anyhow, I will try my best.

@ Have you ever wonder why do you cry so badly and if it's worth all the tears? Have you ever wonder why do you still cry so badly when you insisted that things will not work out which will not worth any of the drops unless you know you are lying to yourself?

@ Have you ever wonder why is it that you couldn't tell when you are giving excuses to not tell? Have you ever wonder that if you know you love that someone, why is it that you couldn't tell when nothing else can stop you if you really do?

@ Have you ever tell yourself why do you want to stop that feeling when you know you couldn't? Have you ever tell yourself truthfully that you want to keep that feeling and that you know you do not want it to stop?

@ Have you ever tell yourself that there is no need to feel so helpless when you know you have choices to choose and the choice was the one you blinded? Have you ever tell yourself that you need not run away when you can follow your heart?

@ Have you ever wonder why you couldn't have that someone you want when you are stopping yourself to have that someone and not giving each other a chance?

@ Have you ever asked yourself why is it that you can't tell that someone things you wanted to tell badly when you are not trying to?

@ Have you ever wonder why you can't cross the border and move forward when you wanted to so badly when the border was built by you? Have you ever tell yourself that if you want to and even if there is a border you can still conquer the continent for you have an army of support to keep you standing?

You are a strong person and yet, you cried whenever you think of that someone. You wished you could voice out and tell that person how important that person is to you. It's is undeniable that both of you have a pretty big border to cross. And yet, both of you are pulling yourself back and insisted that nothing can be done. Nothing is impossible. You can do it. You said that all both of you can do is just to stay behind the border and see what will happen in the future. Staying behind the border and doing nothing of it and only watching and letting time goes by will not change anything in the future. You will have supports behind you all the way. We do not want to see you this way. We want you to see changes in the future. We want you to change the future. You said nobody and nothing can pull you up except yourself. Yes, it is true. But there is something you can do. Take chances and follow your heart. We are the 'nobody' which will help you and support you along and pull you up. We love you~